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memo

talking about memories.. i bet everyone have their own memories.. through bad and good times, sad and happy days. all the memories are suppose to be remembered..yet to be forgotten...there's no doubt that all people want to forget all their bad and sad memories.. because by keeping them as their memories will just undirectly make them stop thinking bout the greater future that they might have.. but i learn from every single mistakes in my life.. and i make an assumption that every single things that happens in life are happens for a reason...it might be the beginning of everything... you have to move on with your life... keep moving forward.. because time is priceless and you can't just keep wondering someday you will meet Doraemon and ask him for his "kantong ajaib" hehehe and ask a time machine to turn back time.. you have to appreciate yourself for what you have in your life..for what you have done this whole life.. you may regret things happened in the past.. but there's still chance for you to learn from it.. and learn not to make another same mistakes.. and learn to be better every time you do stupid and bad things...

so just go on with your life and be brave to face whatever happens in your life.. may the memories teach us to be a better person for ourself, and even for others.. :D

btw sorry for the bad bad english that i use..hahahaha.. XD

blahh

this last two days i was spending the whole day at home.. watching dvd's, helping my mom baked cookies, sleeping, playing with my dogs.. uhhh.. like there's no other things that i can do in this life.. hhahahah...

well.. it's been a long long time i was not in the mood on writting through this blog.. coz actually i've been thingking to write in a new blog called blogspot.. which i consider more effective rather than this friendster's blog.. but it needs a lot of process and i'm lazy to do all of it. hahha.. so here i am.. still writting on this friendster's blog pages...

last two days i was watching serial movies called "Cashmere Mafia".. sort of great and entertaining movie.. well it tells about four close female friends who struggle at their private lives, while they're highly successful in their jobs.. we can call them as" Desperate Business Women.." From that movie i was just wondering how's my life in another 10 more years when i'm 30 years old and still incapable of having a great job like what they(women in Cashmere mafia movies) have.. they are all success in their job, they are adorable yet independent.. Someday i really want to be them.. who have a great job, great best friends, and great happy life..
But still, out of their perfect jobs, perfect friends, they got several problems in having a great life partner to share love with.. well.. nothing seems perfect without love.. talking about love...it might hurt and brings happiness at the same time. i don't even know how does loves work.. it's just the beginning of another complicated things in life... but in the end whoever survive and understand how love works,maybe they're the one who can lives happily ever after like fairytale.. ahahaha...

I D K why....

Check me out
Im losing control.
I wanna rock and roll
But everything I planed just sliped right through my hand.
I dont know why....

I wanna take it easy baby
But every time I start my world falls apart.
I dont know why....

The world is feelin' like it's passin' me by
i'm fixin' to lose it
but I dont know why.

pattern drafting and figure drawing.. i hate u but i love u.. hahahha...

huhhh... yesterday i had my pattern drafting clas... hiks.. thought it will be fun and easy.. but... hiksss....it's so hard... need lot of energy and patience to do it.. hahhaha... but i don't have both of ot.. hihihihi.. feel so lazy... and todae i have figure drawing class... actually i've been waitin for this class... but today.. the lesson that given is so hard to follow... huhu.,.. and i'm not so good in drawing.. and when i look at others drawing.. make me more depress.. huhuhuhu....toMMorow i've malaysian studies and then there's offering to become "figuran" @ local l movie.. hahahha.. and i'm one of them.. hahaha... but still don't know that's offering is true or not.. ahhaha.. hope it's true.. coz we'll be paid for 50rm...hahhaha....not so bad... hahaha...

udah ah... ga tau lagi mo nulis apa... udah pening kepala.. hahahha.....

it's my lifee.. hahahha..

finally... i've started the real uni life.. first day seems to be so boring,coz all the people in my class mostly are local people.. and all of them have known each other... huhhh...

yesterday, i had my figure drawing class..the teacher is quite cruel.. hahha.. but not to me (lah)...then continued with communication class... it's totally boring and sucks.. coz the teacher was late and she had already given us an assignment to do.. huhuhhuhu.... i hate the assignment.. she told us to interview someone from the local fashion shop in kl to search any information about the shop itself... hhuhuuhu...

and today i have a fun class... it's malaysian studies.. hahahha..eventhough the teacher give us a group assignment to having a role play and i am surely not a good actor.. hahhah...but i think it's interesting to be done... hehhe...

yah..and tomorrow i'm having a fashion design class.. the class that i'm waitin for.. hahahha... hope tomorrow everything will be fine. hahah...

feeling guilty

ga tau harus mulai dari mana... too complicated to be written fully pages here...but surely... i can't describe how do i feel now.. hate it... arghh... i'm stuck in the middle of nowhere.. (liat kan btapa tak nyambungnya diriku ini)....

hari ini begitu banyak kejadian yang mengubah segalanya.. cie.... how deep yaa... hahhaha.... i realize dat every single mistake yang terus diulang dan diulang terus, at last will bring no better changes in ur life, malah sbalikny, it ruin everything... hwahhaaa... ga jelas...

aku cuma mo minta maap buat someone outthere yg syukur2 klo ngebaca blog ini... tapi seh..mending tak usah dibaca.. hahha...maap lho... maap banget... sbenerny ga maksud kok.. tapi tak tau... uda bawaan dari lahir kali yah... jadi tak bisa merubah sifat jelekku ini... maap juga udah mneghindar... soalny i still scare to face it, and scare that i will(dan udah pasti bakal) ngulang lagi kesalahan gw.. emang g dodol seh... hahhaha... dah ah.. ga jelas deh pokoke...

udah ah.. saya tak mau berpikir trlalu banyak.. yang ada malah ga slesai2... hhhehehe... ga jelas kan... tha"

another boring dae

hwahhh.. liburanku masih panjang.. tapi mo dibilang panjang banget juga gak. hehhe... bis gak nyampe 1 bulan lagi i'm goin to malay which it is goin to be my second hometown to continue my education journey.. hahha.. jijik banget seh.. dan hari2 menanti keberangkatanku, aku merasa sanget boseen..

anyway, i'w writtin this post and watchin footbal(england vs ecuador) at da samE time... hehehe...daripada tak ada hiburan... skalian jadi inspirasi buat ngeblog jg..(apaan seh gw???)  duh england.. aku harap kalian menang.. huhuhhu.. sedih melihat klian kalah dan smakin dodol maenny.. hahhaha... duh... kok jadi ngomongin bola tak jelas yah.. hehhee....

liburanku harus ku manfaatkan neh... kalo tak, bisa nyesel.. hihihihi... untung minggu ke depan ini, i've got lot of plan.. hehhehe...senen ini aku maw pergi ke ex lhow makan sushi tei, bareng team mates dan coach debateku, minus teejay.. huhuhu..(teejay... coba dirimu balik.. pasti akan seru. hehehe)...

selasa.. ke drg...and i am planning to cut my hair shorter than before.. hahhaha... tapi masih ragu2... tak taulah mau diapakan lagi rambut ini... bosan dgn gya itu2 saja....

rabu, ke ex lagi.. hihihi/.. bareng ain... asik.. udah lama kita g gak jln2 breng ain.. hehe... kangennn.... pngen bgosip2 ria, brpoto2,bercentil2(hah??),dan yg tak lupa  makan dunk... hehhehe

kamis,jumat,sabtu ,minggu...blom tau lah mau ngapain.. lihat saja.. hahahha...

ya sud ah.... tak konsen nonton bolany... hihihi....

my holiday journey will be continue on the next blog.....

V(*.*)V

aku mulai pusingg

here i come wiTh my NeW DAily activities.... day full of thoughts...hours full of homeworks.. minutes full of messy stuffs,and secoNDs full of DEPrESSed mind... but however.. all the things i'm doin now.. is all dat i choose to be my way..

duh.. not more than a week... it's my presentation day.. huhu... bingungny.. not prepared well.. hiks.. pusink... tiaP HARI yang ada hanya kemalasan melandaku... ga perna ada hari yg penuh semangat. huhuhuu.,. apalagi klo mikirin mid projectku yg semakin menjadi sesuatu yg tak jadi...( do u understand tis word?? ehhehe.. lil'bit confusing... hahaha)

duh..blom mikirin pas ntar presentasiny.. di depan para senior pula... udah inggris brantakan.. project with undescribeable concept....dan tak jelas kemana arahny.... duh..duh..duh..

yang bisa kulakukan each day hanyalah complaining and keep complaining .. hahah... ampe cape neh mulut.. hahaha...

duh..smakin tak jelas... it's better if i end my messy word.. hahahah...

finally..

HWAhhh.. the first fiNally..finally gw biSa ngebLOg lAge.. hahahha... kaNGeN...KAngEn ngetiK.. kAngen curhaT..kaNGen banYAk lagi deh.. hawhahaha.... gazebo bgt yah gw...

tiS is thE Second finaLLy. hehehe... finAlly now gw udah jadi mahasiswi bow.. hahaha... geli bnget yah.. saking senenk jadi anak kuliahan.. masa bodo ahhh...hahahah.... rasany cepet banget.. skrang g dah ngelewatin satu minggu jadi anak design.. hwhahaha... senang dan bangganya daku.. hehehe...

hwahhh.. tapi dibalik kesenangan jadi anak kuliahan palagi di faculty of design itu..mank  harus ada big sacrificeNa. hwhahaha. geli abes.... gw haRus NGOrBAnin otaK,tangAn,maTA,Duit pasTi lahh, ama wAKtu... hehehe.... BArU ARi PERTAma,,,assignment dah seabRek... huhuhu.. tapi emaNg lebI menyenaNgkaN daRipadA SEkoLAH.. HEHEHEH... mang seh.. kadNg2 maseh kaNGen ma skola... kNAgen ma temen2 lama.. huhuh.. miss u all guys...

but now i'm proud of everythin i've reached now..hwhahhaa.. proud of the decision that i've taken...hehehe.... TImE GOES oN.. waktU masih paNJang.. dan Gw harUS tetep BertaHan saMA assignment2 yg baKAl leBIh banyak laGI.. hhehahahhah.... iT;s tiMe to FIgHT.... IT's timE to grOw UP aND shoW to peoplE the reaL me... (menggelikan sekali... hahahha...)

missin My bLogg..

huwahahha.. akhirny harI iNI gw bisa nGEblOg JUga... udah brapa lama tuh g kg update fs g.. gara2 I-net yang jebLok abiS,.... sebAllll...

sebEntaR lagI dAH MO uLAngAN UMum..... SEREMM.. NIlainy takut anjlOk sMua.. huhuhu... moGa2 aja deh,... bisa lewatin uLum kalE ini dengaN riang hATi.. hahahah.. apaan coba... haruS semangat!!!... semaNGat juga YAh.. buat tEmen2 yaNg bentar LAgi JUGA ulum... aCa" fightin.. hhehhee,.... ud lUCk foR ya aLL...

JOuRNeY TO baNDuNG

10 novembre'05

gw banGun jem stnGah 5.. hwahhh.. cape abis.. mata ga bisa kompromi neh. disuuh melek ..susaHny minta ampUn.. taPi dengan peNuh perjuanGAn akhirny... mata gw ini mau diajak nego juga.. hwhahhaha.. (apaan coba...bahasany.. =p) LANGsUNG habis bangUn kuterus gosok gigi dan manDI.. ABIs ITU gaNTi bAJU.. siap2... cumA sarepan secangkir teh manis.. whhahaha... langsunG deh.. BRmmm..brMMMM.. BRangkaT... hehehhe...

Di moBIL GW TIDUr BOW.. ga bener2 tidur seh.. hehehe... 2 jem lebiH perjalAnan akHIrny nyampE juga.. hwahhh... masiH pagi.. dibANduNG masih seger udaRAny... gw mA kluARGA GW LANgSUng pgI makan.. aBIs MAKAN ... JAlaN2 mENGitarI KOTA baNDUNG... udaH SIAng  GTu...kita nYAmperIn FActorY outlEt gitU..GW GA blANJA apA2.. jelek2 smua.. huhh... abiS itu..langSUng branGKat KE ciampelas... jalan2.. nyari sidtro2 gitu... trus.. ke CIWAlk./.. di ciwaLk CUMA jalAn2..trus maKAn..abis mAkan ,muter2 lagE...UDAh CApeK MUtER2.. ga tahAn ngliat starBUckS SEpi. HWHAHAAhaa.. sperti biasA.. gw minum my fave driNk... *caramel frapPucino WIThoUT whipcream anD with extra carAmeLo* gila..BAE bgt tuH si mas waiterny... extra caramelnY dikaSi baNYAkk abiS... NIKMaT LAHH.. jehehehhehe.... .ditamBA UJAN LAGE... maNTEp deH... tamBa DINgiN aj.. hwhahaha///...

akHIrNYA PULanG DEH.. UNtUNG GA macET2 BAnget... oN the waY HOMe.. GW TIDUR  LAGE... KEBo abis Gw.... NYampe rumaH masih sore..blom malEm2 amet.. huhuhu.. cape seh.. tapI karn gw raJIn gw tetep les ielts Loh... soaLNY gw udah bolos skali..dan  sayaNG.. TINGGaL 1 MINggU LAGI UDAH MO test munGkin.. hehehe... YAh..gITu DEH.. PUlaNG LeS DAh jEm 9.. jem 10 gt..tepaR dahh gw... ga tahan bow... hahahha... emNg daSAar keBo... =p

duh..duh.. meratapi kebosanan

wHat so wronG if a GirL LOVES A boY WHo DOeSN'T FEEL THE SAMe AS What the girl feels?? anD whaT so wrONg if thiS girl sTIll BELIeVES THAt somEday AS tHE timE goeS on ,the bOy wILL feel THe samE to hEr..But... if it's all totally  wroNG ,caN somEbody pleAze teLL ThaT GIRl  that sHe is aWfully sTUpID..aNd SHe sHOuLD StOP loVIng THIs bOy... SToP DReAMiNG And WONDerING whEn thiS boy wILL haVe exactly the same feeliNg to hER....

buT suddenLy the miracLeS DO HAppEN TO Her..(ini kata2 gw bget seh..hahaha..) whEN suddenLy the boY trYiNG TO KnOW her deEPeR ANd DEEPeR... UNtiL THe BoY Feel THe SAmE FeEliNG likE the giRl  does.. tHEn they boTh trYing to maKe their FriendsHIp INTo A GREAT reLAtiOsHIp.. in ThaT RELAtiONShip.. they learn Lot of thINgs... theY gROw moRe maTUre aLoNG the way... aND theY're TRying to lEarn hOw to respEct theIr partner ,hOw to accept all The bad and gOOd thiNgs inSIdE Them....

bUt.... miracLEs noT alwAys be PArT OF Them... cOZ... One DAY.. THEY BOtH SEPARATed.. THe BOY leFt thE girL aloNE bCoz of somEthiN UNPredictable and UNEXPECTED...... dON't KNow WHeRe he gOEs... bUt thE girL sTill wAitIN For the bOy comIng bACk tO Her... uNtiL SOmEday... thEre is ANoTHer bOy coME iNTo the GIrl lifE.. plAyIng  HIS rOLE AS the bOy thAt thE girl waITiin foR ... aND tryIng to gEt her heart anD love.. TRYiNG TO HeLP THIS girL TO foRGet her loVES ONe... ....

5 years later..... All CHANging oR not changINg....????? juSt cReate the End of the stoRy yoUrself... cOz i ALso DON;T KNOw either hoW exacTLY the eND of thIs story.. hwhahaha...

****** CeRITA iNI HAnya fiktif belaKA.. jika ADA KesamaaN ato apapun DEH YAng MIRIP.. HARAP DIMAKluMI... =p kareNa ceriTA ini daTAng tiba2 tanPA ada yg tahU alasaAn keNAPA DIA datang...(apaan seh??) dan ceriTA ini BERAkHIr DENGan tidak jelas.. kArena insPIrasI UnTuk mENeruskan cerita INi sudah peRgi.. ntaH KeMANA.... padahAl nO ONe GIVE ComMAnd foR it to lEAve... hahhahaha...

aduH...maap yah.. ini bener2 kelewatan jaYUsnya dan KElewatan ngga jelasny..soaLny harI inI.. KETIKA gw nulis post ini.... gw lagi dlm keadaan yg tak menentu... a LiL BIT DepRessed...aNd pretty boRed.... hiks..hiks.. hoW PATHetic i am...********

ada apa dengAN FRIENDSTER!!!!sebell...(PART 2)

sAking ga ada KerjaANny... daN sakING KEsEL GAra2 poSt g ilaNgg tiba2 tanPA diketahUi kemana ilANGny.. jadI gw nulS LAgi DEH POST Yg ILAng ITU.. YAH.. WAlUPUN GA BISa sama.. setidakNy intiNY sama.. hwhahahaa..

                                                           2 novEmbRE' O5

"Apa Artinya Cinta"--------> waNNa talK lot bOut dIS moviE... =P 

NEH PELm YAH.. MENuRut gw seh.. ga TERLalU bagus... jelek mALhan klO bolE gw biLANG.. HAHAHHA... (maAp loH..baGI para pRoduser,sutradara,aktor, aktris, dan laiN2 YAnG BERSANGkuTAN Ma neh pelm.. ga ad maksuD buat ngejelEk2in...tapI kan saran dan kriTik penOnton ga boleh ditolAk dnk..-----> ga jelas baNget deh gw.. MAngNY blog gw ini bakaL DI BACA apa ma Tuh ORanG2 TERKEnAL.. hehhe..)

btw... maNg seh.. cerita dari neh Pelm jeleK.. BERTEle2 bangEt.. paDAhAL INTIny cuma gitu doang.. huhuh.. gregetan bGet ntNny.. hwhahaha..trus baNyak bGT ADegAN2 DI PELm INI yg dibuat kaya matrix gitu.. aduh.. yg benEr aja... truS ada ADEGaN TERtENTU  ga jElas gitu deh.. ketaUan bngET sEH BOOng BANget..diBUat2 bangET pAke anIMasi 3D giTu.. hwhahaha.. ngakak lahh gw NTnny.. walah.. kacau bgt Yah pelm iNDo skrg ini.. heheh...

taPi waLaupun jelEk criTAna... taPi muNGkiN ADa kelebiHAn juga kOk... neh..conTohny TUH... AKTOR MA AKTRISNy.. Si DaRa----> naMany koK cewe Banget YAH.. hehe..(SAmmy, walAupUN SeMPET ilLfeel ngliat rambUtny itu,dan IlLfeel ngliAt gaya dia NgoMOng.. aduh.. mo NGomONG BERAPa patah kata itu loh.. lamBAt bgt.. huhhh... ) teTep keRen.. hwhahaha.. trUS ada si Allyza(sHANDY auLIA) diSinI SI sHANdy mayan deh... skRg lebih faShiONable taPi tetep acTIngNY MAsiH MANJa2 gitu.. (huhhhh..sebel.. kok jadIny gw yah yg sewot.. =p).. truS lokASi syutINgny itu loH... fRiscO GitU LOh...ga tAnGGUng2 bow..  udaH itu rumAh2 yNg dipAke juga kEren2 baNGet iNTERIoR DESIGnNY.. BeLOM Lagi... moBIl2 elite yg dipAke.. busEt dah... adA RANGe roover silVer, trus ada fERraRi 2 version.. yg versi inDo nyetirny daRi sebelah kaNan, truS ada VErsi westErn NYetIR DaRi sebElah kIRi... keren baNGet ga TUh.. hwhaha... trUS ada juGa haMMer.. kuRAng keRen apa seh.. apalGi yah yanG BAguS DArI NEH PeLM... Oh IYA.... lAgu2 sOUNdtraCknY mayAN Bagus2... giVe applAUSe to OUr indonEsian taLENteD COUPle( mEllY GOesLAW & ANtO Hoed) =P top DEH.. BISA Nyiptain byk laGu dalam wakTU yg gA LAMA..

sEkedaR InfORMASI Ga pENTinG DEH.. biasA klo Pelm iNDO KAya AADC, EIffel giTU kaLo haRI perTAma kaN DAh pada ngANtRE paNJang kan tuh buaT ngedapETIn tiketnYA.... taPi pelM neh kg giTU raMe .. hehee.. ndaK tau deh napa.. hahahha...YAH.. bagi sapA Yg NGRasa penasArAN MA Neh pELM.. NOnTon Aj DEH MEndinGAN.. hwahhaha...  ====^O^====

THe End OF mY KeKESAlAN of SUdDEN DISaPpearanCe of SEveraL pOSts...... (semAKin taK jelAS BAhsA YAnG DIPerGUnakan.. haRap daPat dimaKLUmi..)  seKian daN TERima kasIH...

ada apa dengAN FRIENDSTER!!!!sebell...(PART 1)

huHHHhhh... apaan Coba... MaSA gara2 gw ngepost Blog ynG "'BIngUNG..." EH..adA 2 poSts gw yaNg ilang.. huhuuh.. paDahal udah capae2 nulISny.. hiks//hiks... karena gw lagi ndak adA kerjaan.. gw ulAng lagI AH.. HAHAHHA.....

                                                                    31 oCTOBer' o5

wah...ari Senen ini..jadI ari SenEN PAliNG MENYenANGKan buat gw.. hahaha... pagI2 banguN.. geT readY to go to dufAN (SNEnK DAh PASti duNk...soALny neh kedua kaLIny gw ke dufan..setelah brp taOn yah.. duLu kecillll bangET GW KE DUFAN.. SKrG UDAH BeDA BGT.. HAHHA.... noRak ikhh gw.. =p)BAreng sevEral of my friends.. hwahhaha... nyamPE di SonO GA GITU RAME SEH.. TApi MUNGkIN MASih pagi kale yah.. hwahaha... eh..dah Sore gitu. MAkiN RAME...daN gw jadI jijik & geLi ndiRi..abiSna diMAna2 banyAK BANGeDH YANg namaNY "cINko ndak jELas.." ikkkhhh.... rambUTna paDA gondroNg2 kaya f4,truS di cat warNA warNi gitu.. hwhahahha... udah ah..jadi geli ndiri ngomONgin cINko.. =p

di dUfaN Kita cUMa maen beraPA yah/?? cuMa dikiT seh... ga aMpe smua... haLlintar, trus yg kaYA ULER2 GItU,ontang anting, perang binTAng, aRung jerAM, NIagara gitu, trus ga tAU LAgi APA NAmANY.. HEHEHE... aBIs daRi dufan.. dah JEm 5 lewAT GitU SOALna dufaN dah mo TuTUP.. HUHUHUUH... kuraNG puas nEh maEnny.. kiTA ga langSunG PulANG.. BIasa deh.. di tempat parkir, foto2 dulU.. abIS ItU KE Pantainy... hehehe.. di panTai foto2 lAgi deh. hwahha..emaNg dasAR Narsis abiS smua.. hahhaha.. biS darI Pantai,kita mAkN DI PINggIRAN JalN GItU Deh dekEt apRtment kemAYOran kALo ndak sLah... sesaI makan puLng deh.. hwahhaa.. walAUPun capE... taPi hepI bangET HARI iNI... heheheh....  *p3a<3* 

gItu laH KIrA2 ARI senEn tgl 31 octobER' O5.. Hhahahah.. klo NeH ILANg tiba2 LAGI dari blOg....arghhhh.. keKiiiiii bow..... =p

biNguNg..

CAtH LAGi BINUn neh.. huhuhuhu... miKRin mO kuliah di MAna (pengennY SeH Di lUAr gitu.. jaDI bisa BELAJr maNDIri...bisa NGEnaL DUNIa BARU... PUNya TEMEN BArU.. DAN JelAS.. KAlo GW DIKASI KE LUAR.. Gw ndak bOLe nyia2in smua... heheh...),truS binguNg juga mo NGambiL JurUSAn apa(rencaNAny seh udah mantEP AMBIl desiGn... taPi binguNg desiGn apa..hahhah..)... hiks... klO dipiKIrin terUS jadI tamBah puSInk... taPI klO nda DipIkiRin mateng2.. nTar waktUNy dah mo DEkeT masa baRu sibuK2 MIKIrIN.. HUHU.. ga terAsa juga... lebaran daH lewat.. bentar lagi mo naTAL,TAON BARU,..tinGGal berapa buLAn lagi..abiS uan udah lUluS( YAH..Moga2 aja seh gw lulus.. hehhe..) cepet kan.. gila..ampe PUYENk klo mikIrin kuliah.. jadi pENgen balIk ke masa2 sma 1 aja deh... yNg masih tenang2..adem ayem..kaga perlu sibuk2 KAYA sKRg ini.. hehehhe... bUt the reALity is now.. gw skrg dah sma3... hiKs... mana bisa ngulang lagi ke sma1.. kaLo kaya doRaemon yg ada mesIn waktu bisa deh .. hahaha.. tapI tuh kaN cuma donGEng toh.. =p hehehe..  jAdiNY GW Harus buru2 deh mantepin pilihan mO kemana.. hahaha... yah.. muDah2an aja yAch.. mY decisioN IS THe best For me... (QuoTE: ChOOSe anD do it b'coz u LIke noT becoZ the pRessure surrOund yoU... and do IT for yOUrself...)

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apA ARTINYa cinta

ya AMpunn..neh pelm seh parah banget loh.. hwahhaha.. ok lah buat semua pemainny..sAMUel riZAl...top deh walupun sempet illfeel  gw gara2 rambutnya itu lohh..aduhh ga tahann... shandy auliA....MAkin top deh style of fashionny.. hahaha...ada satu ga tau namany sapa( di AAC jadI Rio) hwhaha... imutnya.. hahha... trus tempat syuTingny juga oK banget... di FrISCo gItu LOh... dITAmbaH rmah2 ma apartmentny,... asli loh.. keren banget design interiorny..belom lagi... mobil2 yang dipake keren abis dah.. dari BMW seRi 5 kalo ga salah, Range Rover silverny kerennn.., ferrari lagi.. parah deh.. yg atu versi indo nyetir dari sebelah kanan, atu lagi versi amrik,sebelah kiri.. hwahhaha... trus ada hammer... waduhh..pengen... , trus lagu2 soundtrackny juga ok lah.. ga jelek2 amet.. biasa deh ciptaan melly goeSLaw anD anTO Hoed... (talENted couPLez)

TApI YANG JELEK DARI NEH PELm TUh.. critanyA ITU loh.. yanG ga jelas sama sekali.. alurny maju mundur mUlu bikiN puyenk aja.. hehehe... truS kaya matrix gitu..apalGi si DARA(sAmmY) duhhh..namNy cewe bangET GA SEH.. HAHAHA..dan Allyza(sHAndy) waktu neh bdua ngomong,asli deh...lamany bukan maen..lambatny ga tahan.. jadi gregetan. hwhahhah.. soalna mo ngomong dua tiga kata aja ampe mikirrrrrrr lama bget.. huhhh... tPi untung di akhIr2 giTu udah kEmbalI KAYA oraNg normal. ngoMongna ga lambaT2.. HWHAHAHA.....

kira2 gitu deh.. yaH..bagI yang penasaRaN PENgen nontOn.. buruan gehh.. pada nontOn.. tapi herAn deh... harI pertaMa keluar biasA Kan raME tuh.. tApi INI KAyNY GA GItU RAme KAYA Pelm AADS ato Eiffel..... hwahhaha...

==nexT comIng..cOoL MOvIE=====> JuST LIke heavEN.... KAYnYA CERITAnY bagUS DEH. hehhee... ntar klo daH nontOn gw post Di bLoG LAgi AH.. HAHHA... skaliAN PROmOSI GItU CERITANy... hhehehe...

Oh...HApPY dae..

aloo..alo..smua... hari iNi ktmu laGi deh ma CAtH. hheheh.. apaan cobA.. ngga jelas banget.. =p mo cerita2 tentanG kemAREn ah.. bolE kan.? hehehe..

critanYa gw kmrN pgi barenG several oF ma friEnds ke dUFAn.. hehehe.. senaNk seh udaH pasTi donK.. HWahahha.. soaLny setelah brp taon YAh gw kg pernAh ke dufan.. trakir pegi ke dufan tuh waktu gw kecilll banget.. ga iinget lagi umur brp.hehehe.. kasian bgt yah gw.. hahha..but at last... akhirny ksampean juga pengen ke dfan bareng tmn2.. hehehe.. di dufan kita naek halilintar, ontang-anting,perang bintang,uler2 gitu, apa lagi yah.. lupa.. heheh... tapi sayangna nda sempet naek kora2.. huhuhu.. padahal pengen nyobain.. (soalna blm pernA) =p..

ga teRAsa..ternyAta dah jem 5.. huhuh... dufan dah mo tutup.. pulaNg deh.. di tempAt parkir..biasa deh.. bukaNNY naek ke moBIl.. eh.. malah berfoTo2 ria.. hahhaha... abis berfoto2 ria di temPAt parkir... kita smUa ke pantai gitu deh.. disanA keren banGet.. waLaupUN emanG kotor seh.. hwahhaha.. taPi lanGit2na keren.. soalnya darI teraNg peraLIhaN KE GELaP Gitu dech.. hehehe... di sanA kita foto2 lage.. hwhahaha.. senangNA... foto2ny keren2 lho.. hahha... 

abIS DArI SITu KITa smuA dah kelaperan Gitu deh.. heheh.. langsuNG dehhh makAn di pinggIRaN2 GItU deket apARTmeN kemayoran.. ENAKnYA.. poKOkna harI ini GW HAvE Fun bangedh... kita maLah renCanany tgl belasan gitu mo Ke dufan lAgi.. hwhahaha..soalna kemaren blOm puas maenNy.. hehehe... yah..gitu deh,, senen kemaren emanG jadI senen yaNg paliNg ueNakkk buAt dilewatin.. hahaha... =p

capekkkk..

harI ini rekOr deh.. di Pi ampe 8 jem lewat 3 menit.. hahaha... lewat 3 menitny itu loh.. parah.. ampe2 hrs membayar uang parkir ditmbah rp.2000,- dari jEm 12 gw mA tEAm MAtes debatE gw kumpul di pi.. jaLAn2.. maKAn..(  asli deh.. latian debat bikin perut tamba gede..) hwahhaha... trus kita ke gLOria jEans aNd stayed THere for alMoST 5 Hours... gilA ga tuh.. gw rasA ampe udah mo diusir kle tuh ma waiTerny.. hhaha.. abis dAri gloRia ke sushi tei lagi.. baHas2 matter ampe jem 8 LeWAt gitu deh...

capeK....caPek.. ga tAhan lagi neh badan.. rontok smuA.. hahha.. tapi MASih sempEt2 aja gw nulis neh bLog.. hahhaa... emanG blogger sEjati.. hwahhahaha... udah ah.. mo taKe a rest dUlu.. bsok muSti BGN pagi.. soAlny lombAny pagi banGET.. huhuhu... wisH my teAm luck... =p

good and shoCkinG announcement thaT i heard at the past 6 pm... hwahhh... ga nyangka banget ...

sebelom announcement of who will break through the qurter final>>>>>

keluar dari ruang debate... aduhh.. gimana neh yah.. menang pa kalah yah?? rasa tegang semua tersirat di wajah gw, ma team mates gw.. hahha... klo kita kalah sayang banget.. padaal motionny udah prepared well..( THBT uniform is compulsory for school)... on the way to debater's hall..... masih juga tegang.. tapi dah mayan berkurang... ketawa ketiwi ga jelas.. bahas2 lagi yg tadi udah didebatin...

aT the debaTERS HAll...

kedinginan...bbrrrrbrbrbrbr....untung bawa jaket.. hwahhaha..jadi terlIndungi.. duduk di depan anaaK2 ipeka sunter... hwahhahaha... parah deh.. tiba2 rasa tegang ilang begitu aja... soalnyA ari ini gw akHIrny ngobroL2 GITU ma si tiffandy.. hahah... klo biasa ktmu cuma hi..hi.. mulu..   kaget gw.. anakny rame bgt.. heboh lage.. haha... anakny juga kayany anAk yg memperhAtikAn style fasHIon NYA.. HAHHAHA.... ( masa tadi diajk phutu nda mau.. katAny lagi bad hair day.. GUBRAK!!! kocak abis tuh anak.. tapi setelah dipaksa akhirnya mau juga... mana mungkin gitu loh.. dy berpaling dari phutu2.. soalny tipp juga narsis.. ) hhahahah..

jrenngg..jrenggg.... akhiRnya.... ga nyangka kita akhirnya break through quarter juga,... hwahahha.. jadi tegang lagi deh... quarter lawan st.pEter A...  motionny mayan susah.. ttg organ implant.. hwaaaaaaahhhhhhh....

.............6p.m @ debaters hall//...............

gw dah pesimis banget nehh.. kayany ga bakal menang deghh.. soalny gw kayany kacau banget speechny.. huhhuuh... tegang lagi deh.. nih.. baru deh.. tegang benerannnnnnn...... ampe deg2an ndiri......  lagi chit chat.. tiba2 inez ngumumin who will break through semi final.. (udah hopelesss negh..) deg....deg...deg...deg...deg.... akhiRny.. waktu yAng diTUnggu2.... st.pEter A versus jUBIlee A........(niRuiN KAta2 inez neh critany: who wil go to the semi final is.................JubilEe A) Kagetnya stngah idup deh... gila..nda nyangka banget... sennang skaligus bertanya2.. hahah... kok bisa yah.. hheheheh....  it means me n my team mates have to practice more intensive. hwhahahha... aca" fightin.... pasTi bisa..!!!!! hehehe.... (*** besoK mo wisaTA boga tAhap ke2 neH***)  (^<>^)

the previous dAy

thIs iS the sTorY Of A giRl who did her ACtiVItiEs...

                                                            djakArtA, 22 oktober'05

       today she wakes up 7.30 IN THe mornIng.. then she goes to the bathroom to brush her teeTh and tAke a bAth.anD it TaKEs for abOUt fifTeEn mINUtes.. then shE goes to her bedroom,opEn up her cupboard and cHoOSE WHaT WIll shE weaR todaY...buT she get conFUse... AfTER messinG up aLL the tee inside The CUPBOArD... finaLLy she foUnd whaT'S SHE goINg to weaar todaY... she chOOsE A YeLLOw tee miXed up wItH JEAns ANd OF COURSE wiTh her whiTe beLt... afTer get dresSEd, she HAS BReakfast wiTh cookies aNd a cUp of sWeet tea..  then she take her favE flat shoE and broWn vinCci baG..ANd ready to go to MC'D near her house to meEt her debaTing tEam maTes... coZ todaY they're goiNg to participate DeBATE competition  SMAK5..

FOr about 12.30pm.....                                                                                 after seeing the opening ceremony and HAvinG lunch.. they go straight to the debater's hall.. and the competition is going to begin after the motion launch.... deng...deng... her heart beats so fast..and she get nervous...                             the 1st motion for thefirst preliminary round is:                                             "TH WOuld give harsher punishment to celeb criminal"                               Gandhi VS Jubilee A -------------------> win for 5 margins

the 2nd motion for the second preliminary round is:                                           "THBT sex crimInaLS SHOULd BE CHemICally castrated"                                        SMAK3 VS Jubilee A ---------------------> LOsE FOR 3 margins.. huhuhuh... feeling so upset and Bt! hiks..

finish two rounds today make she quite tired anD blaMe herself.. SHe KEePs thiNGkiNG that she haS made all the mistakes and that all cause tHE team lOSe.. huhuhhu.. so saD...  THeN SHE goes home and sleep................................... and hope that tuesdAy at the third roUnd, shE'll do the bEst shE can................


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